Closure

 Enough Closure, Right?

I felt a pang—

Maybe a heart prick.

No, it came heavy,

Too heavy.

I had to pause.

Because why not?

I thought I was over it,

I thought I was over him.

But seeing him with someone else—

Laughing, giggling—

Made me realize

I’m still stuck.

I miss him.

Lazy old days.

The way it was just him and me.

I miss the cooking, the laughter,

The easy warmth.

But why?

Why claim to love,

Only to turn into strangers again?

I don’t know,

But this is some crazy-ass shit

We don’t talk about enough.

Oh no—

Not me crying.

Okay, I can do this.

I’ve done it before,

Over and over again.

So I can definitely do this.

I mean,

It’s all good seeing him with someone else.

That’s enough closure, right?

                              Li_A